I took some pictures one day on WoW when I was down, and I really liked how they came out and went with the titles I gave them.
( To eternity )

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Two years... It's been two years already and I can't believe my friends and I have made it this long. Today was the day of AJ's suicide two years ago. It doesn't seem like it's been that long, but it has. Fighting depression has been the hardest thing when new challenges arrive with old scars. I've missed AJ deeply. Tomorrow, I'm going to his grave for the first time. It has been hard for me to come to terms with his death and some days, I wake up, wishing and thinking that it hadn't happened and that he's still with us. I'm not a fool, though. I just wish I could have been there to help him. When I realized something was wrong, it was too late. AJ, you were a wonderful guy... Stay free in the wind, watch over us and lead us to safety when we stray from the path. We have grown stronger from this, but also weaker. Most of my friend's mental health along with mine has gone down hill, but slowly and together, we are coping and making through this. Thank you for being in my life, AJ. I will never forget you.

Alber (A.J.) Kendle
Eternally watching over
The pack
2-14-90  10-2-07

We will never forget you...

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In support of same-sex marriage
Copy this sentence into your livejournal if you're in a heterosexual marriage, and you don't want it "protected" by the bigots who think that gay marriage hurts it somehow.

I support it 100% and those who don't are ignorant asses that need to see the light and see that times are different, people are different and you can't change their minds. Everyone has rights and should not be separated because of their preferences of gender. It's retarded and those who think they shouldn't have rights need to get a fucking life and grow the hell up. EVERYONE HAS RIGHTS! WE'RE ALL HUMAN AND ONE SHOULD NOT PUT DOWN ANOTHER BY SEXUAL PREFERENCE!

Sorry, I tend to rant on things like this. xDD

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Tomorrow, 7:15 - 7:30 will be the 1 year anniversary of my best friends death.
My friends and I have come a very long way since that day.
He committed suicide. It hurt everyone.
Some even went to mental wards because it hit them so hard.
I tried my best to stay strong for everyone else. They needed a pillar to help hold them down on earth.
I tried to be that pillar.
People don't understand me and they think I don't have problems, but I do.
I struggled through a lot of depression for months and I tried to stay strong for all of them.
We lasted. We are strong together.

They're holding a candle light vestigial for him tomorrow.
I want to tell everyone that I'm proud of them. I'm proud that we all made it this long.
We were young then, but this has made us wiser.
AJ must be proud of all of us as well. He must be proud that we managed to stay strong.
Tomorrow, I will make an art for him in his honor.

We miss you AJ. In his memory, we ware dog tags to show our sadness and our loss, but also our strength.

ALBERT (A.J.) KENDLE
ETERNALLY WATCHING OVER
THE PACK
2-14-90 10-2-07

Each of our dog tags say something different. I ware that around my neck everyday. I never take it off.
I am proud to say I had him as a best friend.
He was not a lone wolf, he was the leader of a pack. May he rest in peace.

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